"Deep" atau "Dalam"

Saje nak blog sebab rasa macam nak luahkan everything. Kat sini takde siapa yang dapat baca apa yang aku rasa.

"Ekceli kau tak rasa apa yang dia rasa. kau taktahu what she've been thru. kau taktau macam mana and how hard dia pick up the pieces of herself bila dia patah semangat and trying pretend to be happy. Apa yang kau nampak semua salah dia. Kau marah, kau terasa sebab dia diam tak cerita apa-apa. You know why? it is better that way la wei, because if dia cerita, all that she feel is pain and make her wanna cry again and again. That's why she choose to be happy even she's NOT . And you dont even realize kan that every single day the smile that she wore is just another way  for her to be strong.

"Kau nak cakap belakang?"

Then just do it but i think it is better if kau try doakan dia untuk be strong or try to ask how she's been doing bcuz thats all she need. To be honest she broken enough and she need someone who really care and not someone yang ego yang fikirkan diri sendiri. Yang dia fikir dia tak cari aku why should aku cari dia. Ego makan diri brader/girl . Trust me sebab macam ni she choose to keep it to herself instead of telling everyone cuz everyone LEAVE."

Rasanya orang akan ingat aku tengah bercerita pasal orang lain sebab aku guna "she" atau "dia" tapi sebenarnya "she" atau "dia" itu aku tuju kat diri sendiri. This is my blog and why aku nak bercerita pasal orang lain kat dalam ni. Peoples needs privacy. Yes, even blog ni tak private tp sekurang2nya aku dah puas hati. Puas bila dah luahkan everything. 

Bebelan aku kali ini its not just for boyfriend but for my beloved FRIEND too. Pedih rasa bila kawan mengata belakang kita sedangkan kita just nak luahkan apa yang kita rasa dgn harapan dia nak membantu ringankan fikiran kita. But yeahh aku still boleh panggil kawan sbb dia kawan.

 okbye :'))